20 October, 2008

A dear departed....

She was the tiniest 15-day old that I had ever seen. All of 6 inches tall, shrill voiced, and with those eyes that looked like they have been contoured freshly with black mascara, Mini stormed into our lives this day, 17 years ago.

It was a lovely experience to watch her grow up amidst us. She was a very joyful dog, with a lovely tan coat; a shade of tan that was uncommon for dachshunds, deep warm eyes and an allegiance that I have never been able to fathom. Her playful antics of running around to catch her own tail, her “reverse-gear” dashes, slapping big black ants with her tiny paws, chewing on all our shoes & sandals, carving off our furniture legs, tearing our curtain ends, her fear of the fire-crackers & thunderstorms, her hate to be tied-up with a chain, her apprehension on being left alone at home, her love for half-scraped coconut shells and morning tea, her acute loathe for lizards up on the walls, her despise for stray cows or goats that wander near our home to graze, her deep adoration for the family members, her guilt-ridden face whenever she dirtied our home instead of relieving herself outside, her regular “vigilance” walks around the house every hour, her sneak-visits to our beds to sleep beside us, remains etched in my mind even today.

Apart from the family members, there were only very few people whom she allowed to be a part of her “inner-circle”; the rest had to do with merely watching her from a distance. If dogs could speak, then Mini kutty would have communicated to us in clear Malayalam. I am sure she understood every single word we spoke. The mere utterance of “shampoo”, “chain” and “water” was enough to make her go into hiding, to avoid a bath which she intensely despised. She could recognize the sound of dad’s bike approaching from miles away and would gleefully run around the house waiting in anticipation for his arrival. She wouldn’t hesitate to create a pleasant ruckus each time anyone of us returned home from a brief period away from her sight.

I still remember the day when mom was away from home for almost a week and Mini had refused to eat even a morsel of food without seeing her. She had to be coaxed and cajoled into eating some food and finally force-fed when all other tactics failed. We had never seen a more happier dog, when mom returned from her trip. Mini refused to leave her side for a whole week since then. She asked up onto her bed and lay by her side all throughout the week fearing that she’ll leave her again. It took a lot of sweet-talking and comforting before she finally was convinced.

Her non-judgmental companionship and unwavering loyalty to us, many a times, gave a small lug on our hearts. She left us quietly one August afternoon, after spending 14 years of her life with us..…without giving us a chance to bid her a proper good-bye, without letting us show her what she meant to all of us, without realizing the void she was going to leave behind and without allowing us to thank her for sharing her life with us.

Miss you Minikutty…

07 October, 2008

Book mania(c)!!

My 3rd grade final exam results were announced and dad came home with my report card, visibly very happy. I had scored the 1st rank once again and the report card proudly displayed “Rank 1st” across all the three term exam results. Along with it the school had awarded me with the scholarship of Rs.500 that year for the consistent performance.

That afternoon, dad handed me a small wrapped bundle. I eagerly opened it up and was happy to see that my gift was a collection of 30 books. They were short stories written and compiled for children and it was an ideal catalyst for developing a habit called reading. Summer vacations had just set in and my cousins had gone on their annual holiday to Kerala to their granny’s home leaving me behind. Besides sleeping and watching television I had nothing else to do. I opened the first book and started reading it and the 30 books, I soon realized, kept me busy for the month.

Very soon, we were introduced to the school library that year. The likes of Enid Blyton, F W Dixon, Carolyn Keene, Mark Twain and others caught my immediate attention. I could easily relate to the characters Darrell Rivers & Sally Hope from the Malory Tower series; George, Julian and the gang in the Famous Five series; Nancy Drew with her friends Bess & George and Frank & Joe Hardy in the juvenile detective novel series; Huckleberry Finn and Tom Sawyer in their adventures and many more. Every book that I read then had varied adventure sequences & escapades to look forward to. The stories lead me into imagining being a part of all the adventures the characters were playing. Exploring the secret passages in the mansions, discovering treasures on islands, picnics on the hills, cracking secret codes, being a part of secret societies, hunting for clues, solving mysteries, fighting the bad goons, playing detectives intrigued me. Every Wednesday we had an hour of mandatory reading time at school and no doubts for guessing that it was my favourite period.

These were such prolific works for children in my ages then that I now secretly thank my dad and my English teachers who introduced me to them. Although my frequency of reading had reduced due to mounting syllabus and academics, I always made time to catch up on a few pages of fiction most of the days.

The likes of James Hadley Chase, Perry Mason, Mario Puzo, Frederick Forsyth, Alistair MacLean, Mills & Boons series, the Sidney Sheldon, Jeffrey Archer & John Grisham series soon found its way into my book shelves at home. These works of fiction threw open a whole new perspective of things. I couldn’t keep a book down till I had completed reading it. I couldn’t sleep till I read a few pages of fiction. They found way to the dining table too. I did not think it was an acquired habit at all. It was a natural process for me as much as eating or sleeping or reviewing my homework was. When I talk about appreciating the works of Ayn Rand, I have a lot of people giving me that look of “oh god, how can she even go past the first paragraph in the book” and telling me, “Don’t tell me you actually read The Fountainhead completely. Girl, are you really insane?”

I hear some of my friends and relatives proudly claiming that their wards are well versed with all the latest movie songs, are able to list out all the names of actors and actresses who are a part of all the new movie releases, do not eat food unless its served to them right in front of the TV and they are allowed to watch the mind-clogging serials that their parents watch, needs walkmans plugged to their ears before they fall asleep....but they do not read “boring” works of fiction because it deviates the child’s mind away from his academic books!!
Books I always believed are “Fast foods” for the mind. It is a rejuvenating activity that can quite stir a child’s thinking abilities and enhances his/her imagination. Wish they will realize it someday and that someday is not too late.


Picture Courtesy: All the pictures are from various web pages on the Internet.